Just done with vetting and i have to admit im disappointed with how i did. It's so tiring chasing butterflies the way i do now. Back to square one and the only thing truely comforting me is the fact that ive finaly broken the cycle. Now it's rushing off to work , pushing like crazy again, barely 4 hours of sleep... And i'm running alone, on adrenaline. I will get there, most definitely. I just hope it's soon or im going to burn out.