I'd never get bored of watching joel sleep, for one it is one of the most peaceful things to watch because he always looks like he's smiling. Teeth grinding too, bad but kinda cute. My cats and pet gecko pretty much nudge him aside for space in first place of ' cutest sleeping things to look at ' . There's my gecko on my shoulder and there's me in joel's army gortex (?), trying to be kenny southpark.
Navel piercing's healing well, it's been a hectic week running about and im excited for the ad. Stressed yes, but excited nonetheless. Moneyyyy!!!!!! :D
And of course i cant wait to see how my school days will fill out. Hopefully i'll be able to work on the sides as well, i do miss powerhouse alot. My plans in the making as well :) i think waiting would do some good.
And god damnit , you know the feeling of finally getting stuff off your chest to the intended outlet even if nothing happens? It is fucking awesome. I can't believe i'd actually requested for you to get off scott free, that's two times lucky for you bitch. But between saving my ass or yours in an ultimatum, mine's to keep. oh how i'd love to see you give it another go, I'd rip your ugly head right off.
I do adore this Hey There Delilah cover i found, my favourite so far.
And i finally got my navel pierced after lusting over it for ages, the boyfriend was really sweet to pay half because he just got his pay. Felt as though i was giving birth what with the piercer going ' Do you want to hold his hand ? ' (hahahahaha) and ' okay breathe in and out, deep breaths. They'll help. '.
The pain wasn't as bad as my monroe but the transfer was a bit of a bitch i kinda yelped. Hats off to anyone who does piercings for themselves; I could never go through the ordeal of prepping up in the knowing of the pain that I'll inflict on myself and the piercing through the flesh part. Seriously, I think tattoos are way below piercings in the pain department, if only i could finish up the ones i wanted to do ... .... ):
So a few things have changed since i last wrote here. I completed my exams, i got a pet gecko, i got my new specs, i had my journey with GEMS 6, i broke my chuzzle high score, i saw sleeping chuzzles, i got my results ( still have to retake bpharm but im actually looking forward to it ) , and joel and i are another month older.
Alot of feelings i have, post GEMS but im leaving that for some other time. And alot of feelings i have, for failing bpharm again. I get numb to failing after these 3 years, not just studies but anything else i consider a personal failure, but im just glad im not used to it. And thank god i passed the rest! I pray i can proceed smoothly with my attachment still! It was so good that when i broke the news of results to myself , joel was there and there to tell me ' c'mere you need a hug' . I love hugs, they soothe me.
As you can see, my boyfriend busied himself while i was peacefully hugging his pillow and was obviously trying to suppress a giggle in the first blurry shot ._. Good night!